Tuesday, March 23, 2021

Raspberry Spring


Some photos from this afternoon. Hope you enjoy.💖

-Forever Yours
Qveen Spooky

 

Reveal


A few more photos from a few night ago. I hope you enjoy! Please feel free to leave comments and let me know what you think of the blog so far!

Thank you for the support. Stay spooky and creep it real.💖

-Forever Yours
Qveen Spooky



Teasing Reveal


    Here is the some of the photos from a few night ago that I took. Decided to break out the robe for a fun little revealing set. There will be another post or two to follow with a few more photos as well from that set.

    An update on the job so far, I really enjoy my new day job. It is also exciting being able to get new things for the blog, and other content as well. Plus I get to experiment with things I have never tried before! --So in other words I plan to also do review type posts as well moving forward. There will still be photo sets as well, but I want to provide some reviews on products and things I am using as well.

    I hope you are all enjoying the content so far and continue to enjoy your stay in the graveyard. From here forward I have also decided I will create a post with ways for you to donate to me if you so wish. Donations will allow me to create more content and acquire new outfits, and other props to use as well in sets. There will also be monthly subscription option worked out as well for you to gain access to more behind the scenes amongst other goodies should you so choose. Thank you for your support.💖

-Forever Yours
Qveen Spooky


 

Wednesday, March 17, 2021

New Sets on the Way!


    Hey all! I know I have been M.I.A. for about a week and I am sorry for that. As you know I got a job interview and was hired for a job from one of my last posts! I have spent the last three days training and before that preparing for the new job.

    I am truly excited for the new job I have, I had a co-worker even help me pick out some new pieces for new photos sets while at work today and got some other goodies. -This weekend I will be taking and posting some new photos, and also am considering starting to do product reviews again.

    Please stay tuned! You are all amazing for your support, thank you so much. Remember you can always contact me as well! There is a post with contact information [it will be titled 'Contact Me'] found here ---> Contact Me

-Forever Yours
Qveen Spooky





 

Monday, March 8, 2021

Fortune Cookie is Usually Right

    Hello creeps, and ghouls! I was out eating the other night with family and at the end of my meal I opened my fortune cookie and my fortune was simple and read 'All your hard work will soon pay off.'

    There will continue to be more content on the way, as well as some new content of sorts on the way as well perhaps! I just got a phone call about an hour ago for a job interview and I am so excited! I go in tomorrow morning for interview and will soon be working at an adult store! I am truly excited for this opportunity, it is one of the more mundane jobs that I have always been excited for, the moment I turned 18 years ago I had been trying to get a job at such a place and have never been given the opportunity until now. I am very thankful for this, and can not wait to be apart of this new family and do something I know I will be great at, selling people sex toys.

    Now with that said, in the future I may start doing reviews on products and things. It is something I did for a short while years ago when I did cam work, and I enjoyed it, and with now the opportunity to work in such a shop and be around many options I am considering doing reviews on things once more. I LOVE helping people explore themselves in every aspect, I truly enjoy helping people start the journey and find the right direction and start for them and toys they will enjoy!


-Forever Yours

Qveen Spooky

Sunday, March 7, 2021

Knotty



    Hello my ghouls and creeps 💖 I hope you all are well, and have been enjoying content here on the blog so far. Please feel free to always comment, or contact me. I even created a post with means ways you may contact me if you wish not to post publicly.

    Here are some images from an older set, probably one of favorites as well honestly. I absolutely love recreating the feeling and look of vintage cheesecake photography [pin-up] but I also take a lot of my inspiration from the lovely Miss Betty Page. I find influence from elsewhere as well, but my vision for myself has always been a Betty Page meets Rob Zombie kind of aesthetic. I feel it is my thing and suites me best, while I can do many styles and otherwise and would like to expand it is the "darker" side Miss Page brings to the work that I found myself in awe with. She brought something different and that has inspired me to want to try and change the game myself some.

    Plus in being able to develop a talent for tying oneself up into various binds of sorts, whether immobilizing or not I feel is a great accomplishment. I have had someone sit on me a couple times before in case I should ever need help with a set, but usually they are there just for the company. I have had friends sit and work on school work while I do my work, and they think it is just something magickal in the way I can prepare myself, tie myself up, and then position myself still and hold for photos [I would use a timer and various means on my phone to trigger the shutter, usually with voice activation]. It is no easy task, but it brings a greater sense of joy to the work that is created. --Eventually I would like to work my way back into this kind of work and projects, first I need a space of my own to work within and to work on rebuilding my equipment for such projects.

-Forever Yours
Qveen Spooky


 

Friday, March 5, 2021

Classic


    I have always loved the look of vintage pin-ups, and the rockabilly style. I feel it is a look I tend to pull off well, and love recreating. On my off days when I worked at the hotel I used to break out the vintage style outfits, and do my hair and makeup to fit the look, then I'd go out, just to walk, sit at the vape shop, wherever. Sometimes I even went to work like this, even though I'd have to wear a uniform once there, it is just nice to dress that way.

    One day I would definitely like to try and partake in some pin-up contests. It would be quite the experience I feel to try. Would also like to one day create my own calendar possibly. 💖

-Forever Yours
Qveen Spooky

 

Pole Lesson



    This was when I was first getting into pole dance and alternative fitness. Extremely excited for my first pole class I went out and bought a "cheap" pole because I happened to see it at an adult store I frequented at the time, I picked it up went running home with it and was excited to set it up. Within 48 hours though it broke, and I was a bit upset since the store said they couldn't replace it, do an exchange, or refund me, it was labeled as "fitness equipment" in the store. Less than a week later was my first pole class and when I asked about the difference in pole quality that you could purchase for at home and what to look for, that was when I truly learned and understood. --Definitely was a little more upset once I realized that the "cheap" one I initially bought was basically trash to begin with. Eventually I invested in a professional pole, sadly though by which point I didn't have a pace to keep it officially, so at the moment it sits in storage sadly. Hopefully one day soon I have a place of my own again where I can set it up and get back into it because I love pole, it challenges me and makes me happy.

-Forever Yours
Qveen Spooky
 

Thursday, March 4, 2021

Dreams

    For as long as I can remember even as a child I always wanted to be many things, however there were a few things I always wanted more than any and dreamed of achieving one day;--the dreams of being a pin-up model, a dancer, rock star and even a porn star. Yes, even porn--I was always much different than most children and very aware of the world and myself, and especially human sexuality. While I didn't quite know exactly that porn did exist or what it was just yet I knew there had to be something like it, and if there wasn't I wanted to be a part of it one day when I got older.


    I was always fascinated with pin-up artwork as a child, art really in general and especially film. My Mother didn't put extreme restraints on me as most do because she knew I was a rather mature one and felt we needed to learn and make our own choices. That doesn't mean she let us watch everything necessarily, but more she would introduce us to things slowly as we got older or leave it up to us as to what we chose to watch. Everyone with in my family was very different in views of what children should watch, listen to with music, etc. My mother always pushed that we develop our own sense though, we be individuals and question everything in the world. We needed to find ourselves.; --I did just that, I was always questioning, and always curious, wanting to learn and know more. I watched a lot of film, and was fascinated by art, and of course within most art from any era there will be human figure, nudity, sexual themes and more, this includes film as well-all to varying levels but I didn't just see it as sex necessarily or something to giggle about, poke fun or otherwise. Truly I was fascinated by this, I found the human body something magickal and beautiful, it was many things--it was art, creation, humility, beauty, it was everything and anything including various forms of stimulation, especially to the mind, not just the body.


    I knew I was not meant for "regular" every day work, I was meant to do something more one way or another. It was my dream to do something artistic and meaningful, more to myself than anything, and perhaps the world. To change things some how and create myself, to ultimately turn myself into art in the end and share my story.   

Wednesday, March 3, 2021

Flowing Locks


One of my favorite shots I have ever done! Absolutely love this one, the positioning of my body, the lighting, everything, even simplicity of background decor of where I lived at the time. A small peak into who I am and my life. --Most importantly the way my hair flows and looks, uh I love it!💖 Sometimes I miss the long flowing full head of hair, I debate whether I should grow it back out or not. It was a lot of work to maintain and style but it looked amazing. Also again my cleavage looks amazing in this shot! Plus we see Sir Guta in the background😍 I love him!💖

-Forever Yours
Qveen Spooky
 

Good Old Days


    Once more from an older set I did, I really like the idea of a "biker babe" kind of look with leather vests and cuts. My parents are bikers, I get to ride along as well and work on the bikes. Honestly I would like to build my own someday, put in the work to have something that is mine and special to me and fits my personality.

    This was also about sometime shortly before cutting off most of my hair. But in all honesty aside from the overall look of these photos, I love how my cleavage looks in them! My tits usually look pretty nice, but in these photos they look wow!

    Yes, I am also 420 friendly--I do partoke in the ganja rituals. It helps me a lot in many ways. I do medicate with it, however I also smoke socially occasionally because being alone always gets...well lonely. Finally shout out to my red bong in the first photo! Growing up that is similar to what my friends and I used to roll around town with, many great memories then. I love those classic, simple styles. I love my glass and nicer pieces don't get me wrong, but those bongs are just so, nostalgic. RIP Little Red, you will be missed, you were amazing until the day you died. 💖

-Forever Yours
Qveen Spooky


 

Tuesday, March 2, 2021

Guta Likes Rope




    I love Halloween and spooky stuff. Spooky masks included--this is one of my favorites, simple but amazing. I don't always wear it too often, partly because I gave him a name, personality and back story. --His name is Guta. He is one of my best friends you could say. He inspires me a lot in my work.

    An older set, this was about when I was learning the corset tie with rope bondage. I wanted to perfect it so I was constantly retying it and trying to get creative with left over rope. At this point in time I also had a thing for wearing waist trainers and corset type gear almost daily--so yes that is a waist trainer I am wearing under the corset tie.

-Forever Yours
Qveen Spooky

 

Keep It Simple


An older photo, just love the way it turned out. Simple, and amazing.

-Forever Yours
Qveen Spooky

 

Hopes & Apologies


    For a short while after years of work and a couple phases in my work, eventually I started to get a small base of followers who were supporting my work and making monthly donations. I greatly appreciate those who did for that short while.

    Sadly I am not sure how to contact them now, because I had some things I was dealing with suddenly and I kind of "fell off" the face of the Earth for a moment dealing with some personal things. I owe them an apology, and some work. I would hope they have cancelled the subscriptions by now because I don't even think I have access to the old account I was working through at the time.

    Should you by chance ever find this page please know I absolutely LOVE all the support you gave and for believing in my work and helping to push me. It made my effort and work all the more worth it, while I already was enjoying what I did and created at the time, you gave me the extra push to really try, and it gave me something bigger to look forward to every month, selecting out photos to be printed, embarrassing the workers at the Target printing center with my shots haha, and getting to write out small personal notes and effects to be sent to you every month. I honestly truly enjoyed that, it took what I did to another level and I honestly miss it. Please know I am sorry, I had some things to deal with and I hope you understand, and if I am so lucky to be blessed by you once more, hopefully you will support me again even if it is not financially but at least by following and staying in contact. Otherwise I wish you the best in life and hope you are well. I truly mean that. 

    I do not like to "pretend" to like people, especially my supporters. I genuinely try to get to know my fan base and supporters a little and talk to them. I try to relate, and have conversations. I hate feeling fake. Plus I personally feel it takes my work to the next level and allows me to create content, especially when it is something such as taking photos, selecting some of the public content and some behind the scenes daily life to send to those who support with monthly donations or even one time, it makes it much more personal. I enjoy that. Almost like a pen pal type relationship.

    One day I hope to reach this level again, and be able to do these kinds of things and then some with a tiered subscription level, and allowing customized subscription plans, because it makes me genuinely happy and gives me something to look forward to with my work. I already enjoy doing what I do just for fun and to see what others think but I also enjoy building those special relationships with people. Hopefully I can even offer more interesting things as well beyond just physical or digital copies of photos and a letter--maybe calendars and more. Who knows what the future may bring.

-Forever Yours
Qveen Spooky

 

Contact Me

     If you would like to contact me please feel free to do so! You may either leave a comment on a post or the blog, otherwise feel free to contact me through these means provided!


Email: spoopygothgurlxxx@gmail.com

Kik: spoopygothbabe

Twitter: AzyahnNarcotics


    Use any of the means provided to submit questions or just say hi, if you would like more info of what is to come or would like a means to make a donation. *Please note if you email me for any questions please, please add 'query' to the subject line so I know it is not spam, and make sure you mention the blog in the body of the message as well. Thank you!


    If anyone is wondering why my twitter handle is different than the blog, and the bio is something a tad different than here, that is because I am also a content creator and streamer when I can on Twitch. You may follow me there, I will occasionally mention and tweet about the blog, or if you would like to just pop in a stream for a bit sometime and say hi that is always welcome as well. 💖


    Thank you again for your support, hopefully the blog will continue to grow and become a little more lively with comments. Remember I am also always open to suggestions for things as well, especially any content you wish to see for photo sets, or otherwise. Have a spooky day and creep it real!


-Forever Yours

Qveen Spooky

Power Sub

    Some may know what a power sub is and some may not--for those who don't a power sub is an individual whom is a submissive but still has power or control over the situation, whether in full or part. Basically someone who is in power but also submissive-thus power sub.


    I myself tend to be a power sub, this is for many reasons. A big part being in due that while I wish to be a complete submissive that has not always been easy for me to just fully submit;--my play mate or partner would need to be incredibly dominant for me to just bow down to them. This is something not easily found for one such as myself. I tend to be too 'strong' and find it amusing when one thinks they can control me or tell me what to do, primarily due to the energy and how they pair with mine. --With that, potential play mates and those whom have had the chance to take me on usually find they want to submit to me, usually putting me in some sort of Dominant role anyways. So I have found a means that works for me in about half the situations I find myself in and that is being a Power Sub, I am still in control and give direction to lead my partner, while getting some of the satisfaction of feeling Dominated.


-Forever Yours

Qveen Spooky

Monday, March 1, 2021

First Suspension





    From an older set, it was at a peak time I was learning and obsessed with the ins and outs of rope play and bondage--I had yet to take my work to the next level because at which point I was still tying myself up and learning, I didn't have a partner to help me regularly.

    Eventually I wanted to try suspension work, it seemed exciting to me and I thought it would be a new level--so I enlisted the help of a friend of mine, one of two people I have ever trusted to help me with these kinds of projects, because we had taken a rope bondage course together, and I knew I could trust her to help start the learning and first attempt at any suspension work.

    I have not done another suspension yet, although I would very much enjoy doing it some more hopefully in the nearish future! One thing I can say though, is that after this day I had a whole new level of respect for suspension artists, especially the models, it really works your body on another level. The experience is quite fun though and something I would recommend to be done at least once.

    While this is not a full on suspension act, we had to work with what was available to us, we found someone who was willing to let us do photos and work at their house;- though we couldn't be making any changes to add things for a full rigging system, we found that the patio was a decent make shift. It allowed us to have anchor points at least and to do something interesting with it for the materials we had.

-Forever Yours
Qveen Spooky

 

A Little Behind and Incredibly Busy

 Hello all, I apologies for being behind on some projects. I have had a lot going on in every aspect of life.  I am trying to get caught up ...